I'm Busted

You busted me
I'm caught
you turned the corner
before my shield fell in place

before I stilled my heart and mind
numbed all emotion and perception
shut down any hint of desire
you walked up on me
caught me by surprise
before i had deeply exhaled
locked air in chest and
painfully purged all unwanted thoughts
of you

damn

It was all over my face
my mental, played out like a projector
my mind ticking, displaying the
reel of desire
of unbridled passion and
focused discovery that
can never, ever, be

And you saw it
received it
held onto it
verification and confirmation
receipt of
soul purchased by your
very male essence and
heart taken
by your simple presence

You busted me and
I can't deny it

I'm caught up.