No Regret

I should regret this
I know
laying here, listening to you breathe
wanting to absorb a few more seconds of you
moments of you

you are not mine
and I have no right
to enjoy every interaction so much
to allow my self to be
completely absorbed by your effervescence
completely submerged when I am
intertwined with you

I should regret this
but I don't

there is no right, no winner
so much to be lost
way too much at risk
yet I lay here
pleading for time to slow down
for daylight to stretch on
so I can remain
cocooned in the silken thread
of your insatiable love
trapped in the indestructible loop
of this remarkable rendezvous

I should regret this
but I don't