What If

What if
I have always loved you
really
What if
our first meeting
was destiny
a divine plan
a universal intervention

What if
we were supposed to
always know each other
be here for each other

What if
we messed it up
when you chose her
and I chose him
what if the choosing
swung us away from
what our fate had
already determined
aligning us only
in a friendship
in a supportship
instead of
a lifeship

Tell me the truth
Haven't you ever wondered
what if?