Soul Search

So tired of being alone
surrounded by people
but remaining companionless
interacting with so many
but being understood by
none

So tired of being alone
fighting back
empty, fending for myself
fighting for myself
defending my worth
my deserved love
trying to find a pocket in which
I finally fit
I am accepted
within which I can receive
unconditional love

Unconditional love
where he finds me delightful, just because
deserving, just because
irregardless of what things
I have done for him

Im tired
of the internal silence
invading my eardrums and
drowning out all other sound
while my soul searches
for its genuine mate

Im tired