In Love

I think I
love you
as impossible as it sounds
as unlikely as
it may be
as simple as the concept is
it has confused every
aspect of me

This burning breathless
sensation
doesn't feel good
needing to see you
doesn't feel pleasant
I feel lik I am
running out of breath
water is rising rising
soon to cover my head
and drown me in the
thoughts of you

You got me panicked
not sure if you will stay
not wanting you to go
can't lay claim
can't figure out why

I, I think I am
in love with you
but I don't like
the feel of love
the aftertaste
clings to me
uncomfortable, this fit is
too tight
to uncertain and I am
entirely too
vulnerable