Ending it

Its a game to you
I see
I understand, now
while she and I
scream and act fool
you rest in the center
amused at the chaos
enlivened by the negativity

I have been a fool
A mere fool
relinquishing my dignity
to romp and roll in
bullshit's bed and
cry and scream at
loser's loss

Yes, loser
you are and I was
but I will be no more
cause I am watching you and
seeing the game
I.D.ing the pattern
recognizing this foolishness and
how much enjoyment
you gain

and this is where I choose
to step off.