For the First Time

For the first time
in a long time
I sat back and observed
without speaking, judging, inputing
Actually analyzed my surroundings
compared wordly chaos to
peaceful home

For the first time
in a long time
I remember the honor
in purity; in oneness
in uniting only with the
preordained soul mate
designed just for me

For the first time
in a long time
I realized how blessed I have been
by supernatural interference
destroying attempted deception and
reuniting destructive separation

For the first time
in a long time
I really thought about
your decisions and sacrifices
considerations and thoughtfulness
Truly
Soul remembrances of kind spirit
and for real love
uniquely doled out and
stored in the reservoir
just for me

For the first time
in a long time
I thanked God
for you.

Uncorrupted

What makes you different
from all the others
why hasn't the game
sucked you in
hypnotized and corrupted you?

Tell me
doesn't the thrill
of the chase
prize of the conquered
compel and stir you

How have you become so focused
on the family life
when others all around have
given up hoe
thrown up hands and
sighed in disgust
disappointed with
unattainable missions and
faint dreams

You know what,
I am thankful for cleanness
I cherish it, your temple not defiled
by the multitudes
no hidden agenda or moral disruptions
your surface smooth and certain

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