Women at 32?

Men at 18
Women at 32?
17 year old me
laughed when she said it
a teen learning about sexual peaks
maturity and desire
disbelief that my current emotion
heart stops and sensual flip flops
could be less than optimum or
not as strong as the
desire of the curious boys I flirted with
but ran from
wanted to give in to,
but maintained good girl vibe

Women peak at 32?
Impossible
until 31 stretched before me and
new petals began to sprout
unforeseen buds started to bloom
opening, expanding
a deeper sensual desire
an exaggerated stunning lust
by 32, mind began to wonder
to expand, to try
new possibilities, opportunities

My own body
no longer a mystery,
fully explored
fully aware
fully in tune with it's insatiable
wants and needs
experiencing the previously unthinkable
mastering the previously unimaginable

Discovering that it is true
Women peak somewhere around 32
an unbelievable phenomenum
a dynamic ecstasy
if you aren't afraid
aren't scared of your body's mysteries, and
refuse to run
from your own secret treasures

The Call

I made the call
today
couldn't help it
couldn't hide from it
tried to run within myself
reign in the curiosity and
disguise the blatant intrigue
I couldn't
shouldn't
musn't
but certainly did

I made the call
heard the smile, again
heard the pause, the relaxed breathe
the instant connection
acknowledgment
importance, remembrance
inquisitive about
where I be and
what I do
why I am and
how long I will
hinting at situation complication but
willingness to forge forward
press through
burrow under and
hide within

carving out specialness
a hidden concave of
pleasure and safety
for just me
protection of the purity
uniqueness oneness
of it all

I made the call
today
and I'm glad I did